what ibu has done for baby cantik kan sarung bantal baby... hiohiohio... itu je nak apdet. skarang tgh sibuk menjahit sambil menahan loya n letih.. harini gi klcc blanje adik n adik sedare tgk wayang.. i was supposed to go in for babys 33 weeks check up today.. tp, ptg kang lah.. klo sempat.. klo tak jumaat.. ok bye2. i have loads of things to do, but u can still find me blogging at 10/12/2008 09:20:23

3rd trimester, when everything feels uncomfortable cant walk for too long, cant sit down for too long, cant stand up doing kitchen work for too long. feels like im in my 1st trimester again, coz the nausea is coming back, all day long. from the moment i open my eyes every morning til i go to bed every night. dah takde selera makan.. kembali pada maggi, which eventually makes things worse. hari ni lepas je dinner tak sempat masuk toilet dah bluwek kat tepi sink. mujur makanan sume tumpah dlm sink. tp itu pun aku thn dgn mulut. klo tak dah terburai sume atas lantai. pastu terus naik atas call hubby, cepat la balik.. cepat la balik.. kesian dia hari2 kene dgr aku merayu2.. insyaAllah he'l be back next weekend.. which makes it.. 8 days? hes trying to come back a day early so that we can catch up that antenatal class at annur. at first he did not want to even try to come home early. tapi dah kene ceramah dgn aku, "i need to go to this class, im the one who has to give birth to the baby, i need to be prepared, its a class for expecting couples, i cant go alone. blablabla" pastu dia pun promise lah utk cuba balik awal. yup like the nurse told me, and oso en. nabil, bole je bawak adik pegi klo hubby takde. tp mustahil la adik2 aku nak pegi kelas macam tu dr pagi ke ptg. aku pun tanak diorg pegi.. kakakakkakaa.... ok itu settle dah.. since iv been feeling so low kemarin, yesterday i decided to go out n do some more shopping for bb stuff. i bought some pillows/cushion, maternity undergarments and some other bb stuff lah. tadi pulak, lepas balik serdang lawat mak n ayah, i went to jusco cheras selatan to finish up all the vouchers my dad gave me. i was looking for baby bath tub tapi dah habis le pulak. so i bought some napkins, sbb mama kata 10 lai tak cukup. i bought another 10. n maternity pads, andddd a car seat!! suka nya.. looks sturdy, its BLUE and the price is affordable.. even tho stroller yg aku beli tu ada infant car seat yg bole match dgn dia but it costs like rm1k. n infant car seat tu bole thn abih kuat sampai bb tu 12 bulan je. pastu review dia tak bagus pulak. so i decided, beli je yg lagi murah, but serves the same purpose, tinggal lagi takleh attach kat stroller frame. takpa lah tu. blue car seat, red baby cot, green stroller!! kihkihkih.. mcm2 kaler ada dlm hidup bb... so i went home feeling happy.. plus my hubbys maksu also gave us a lot of stuff like baby bolster n pillows n tilam kekabu, n bakul baby.. sgt excited!! mujur aku tak beli lagi tilam n bolster tu. tp sarung dia dah lusuh sket.. so im planning to sew a new one.. aku masih ada japanese cotton yg belum dibuat apa2. wpon kain cotton tu very the girlish bunga2 merah but i dont care. ia sgt lembut n sesuai jadi sarung cadar n bantal bb.. akhirnya dpt jugak aku buat something for the bb. ingatkan sume nak beli je sbb tak sempat n takde idea nak jahit apa. baby binder pun aku beli 3 lai je. online lak tu. taktau nak cari kat mane :P dah sampai nnt, aku nak jadikan cth utk jahit baby binder sendiri.. oh oh tak sabar nye... tapi sempat ke? dlu hajat nak jahit skirt utk pakai time mengandung tak jadi dah.. nak jahit zip kat tepi jubah2 utk sng nak breastfeed baby nnt pun tak terbuat lagi. pas ni lah, pas ni k... okey lah. besok insyaAllah i'l be going back to seremban to celebrate aidil adha with my dads side of the family. no, i cant go anywhere far anymore. the trip back from cameron highlands just drained me physically. klo lah ada meter fatigue kat badan aku ni mcm indicator bateri kat henpon tu, habih kuat pun recharge lepas tido tu hanyalah SEPARUH penuh saja. caye tak? tak caye sudah. klo hubby balik nnt mungkin buleh naik bg 75% kot,, but thats it lah. tak penah rasa segar dah skang ni. sentiasa letih. bygkan korg bawak backpack 2-3kg all day n all night long. tak bukak2. letih tak? hehehe.. mcm2 metaphor aku bagi.. ntah korang nak caye ke tidak... okey, last but not least, some pics from cameron highlands.. activities sama je mcm pegi sebelum2 ni.. jln2 kat kedai bunga, gi kea farm, minum teh kat bharat tea, naik turun ringlet-brinchang at least 5 kali.. yg berbeza kali ni cume tpt tinggal je. b4 this kami salu duduk di century pines. deluxe rooms. tapi mama tak suka. dia kata lg suka apartment. kata nya klo bilik hotel rasa mcm terperuk sbb dok dlm bilik je.. so i decided to book an apartment at equatorial. ok la it was nicer that century pines. nice rooms, nice views.. n mama takde la rasa terperuk.. boleh gi ruang tamu, keluar bace sokkaba kat beranda dia yg luas dgn pemandangan yg cantik...   it was raining all the way up. sejuk bangatt malam2.... yes hubby this is how big i am now. balik minggu dpan jgn terkejut.. bb mesti dah 2 kg lebih time tu.. ibu dia pulak mesti akan sama naik mcm belon! mama abah n adik2 ku yg poyo. posing camtu nak letak dlm myspace la tuh. humph.. cameron highlands roses.. i love roses.. i have loads of things to do, but u can still find me blogging at 6/12/2008 00:09:54

emotionally unstable sorry hubby for not updating on cameron highlands trip as you requested. i miss you too much. i dont feel like doing anything. i just wanna sit around n think about you. i just hope the next 11 days would come faster, so that you can come home n i can hug you and never let you go out of my sight ever again. "awak ni mengada2 lah,". uv said that so many times already. but i just cant help it. i miss my hubby n i want him to come home, NOW. in the mean time, jgn kacau aku. aku tgh moody nih. i have loads of things to do, but u can still find me blogging at 3/12/2008 22:39:08

can you please hold my belly for a while? ingat ni henbeg ke nak mintak org tlg pegangkan kejap2? tp kdg2 mmg rasa nak cakap camtu.. hang tolong pegang 'henbeg' aku nih.. aku nak rehat sat... berat.. mmg berat... tp nak kata aku ni dok je tak buat ape2 pun tidak jugak. cuma skarang dah tak angkat benda2 berat spt bakul kain, brg2 groceries. tp kesian pulak mak aku teruk buat keja sorang2.. perlukah menggaji pembantu? aku taktau.. hubby pun dah genap seminggu ke luar negara. 1 week down, 2 weeks to go. awal2 mmg sedih. tiap2 mlm nangis selama 1 minit. yup, 1 minit saja, klo lebih2 nnt jadi lain plak. siap kene panggil dia balik.. hehehe.. so 1 minit tu cukup lah nak meredakan kerinduan sblm tido. tp skang dah takde pape dah.. dah ok dh. boleh tido tanpa pk pon pasal si dia.. si dia konon.. ish geli... mcm org bujang lak.. anyhoo, tak pk sbb slalu letih sgt b4 tido sampai tak dpt nak pk apa. plus tiap2 mlm dia akan call lepas balik keja. cakap puas2 so takde la gelisah2 time nak tido tu klo ada byk sgt benda dlm kepala ni yg tka dpt diluahkan. oh ye, rancangan utk bershopping di isetan jumaat lalu membuahkan hasil. dpt la jugak apa yg aku nak. tp tak sangke pulak aku tak ikut pun plan asal ku.. asalnye nak pegi dgn ayah aku. tp dia ada hal, akhirnya aku pegi dgn adik2. alhamdulillah they were both very patient with me. iye la, aku nak bershopping kat tpt yg penuh dgn ibu2 n budak2, diorg kene tunggu pulak aku belek2 brg, tanye2 sales person, buat keputusan, keluarkan buku nota buat note/ tgk list, kuarkan henset kira kos, surf intenet utk cari review brg2 yg aku jumpe tp tak penah cari review kat intenet sblum nih.. hahahaha.. dedua tunggu je dgn penuh kesabaran. sudah nye balik rumah dedua pengsan keletihan! yg aku pulak tak rehat sampai mlm sbb dok excited nak set up baby cot tu.. main2 dgn stroller. dr brg2 yg aku plan nak beli di entry sebelum ni, yg aku jadik beli cuma baby cot dgn nursing cover je..stroller aku beli lain, car seat tak beli langsung sbb dah over bajet, sterilizer beli yg all in one skali dgn food warmer n food processor. bath tub pn belum beli. sbb review bath tub tu tak bagus. nak cari yg lain. jadinye skarang 2 big stuff yg aku belum ada adalah car seat n baby sling. ini tunggu hubby balik dlu lah br gi beli, atau tunggu baby dtg dlu baru beli sbb dedua brg ni memerlukan baby tu betul2 fit n selesa dok dlm tu. so kesimpulannye brg2 yg belum beli adalah spt berikut : car seat baby sling bath tub infrared thermometer tilam & bantal head support cushion maternity pads nappy liner n some maternity undergarments after that, im done. n boleh stat kemas beg nak gi hospital. eh jap. nak kene beli bakul pulak.. letak brg2 baby.. dlu2 ada satu bakul merah tpt mama letak botol susu, tin susu adik2.. tp klo breast feed je? bakul brg2 mandi dia? oh pening... i bet all first time mommy akan rasa macam ni. esp aku yg takde org terdekat yg boleh dijadikan contoh PLUS aku sendiri malas nak tanye org2 yg 2nd level tdekat mcm kazen2 or kawan2. sbb kdg2 bile tanye jadik lagi pening.. (sbb time tak tanye pun ramai yg dtg bagi advice mcm2 sampai aku jadik confuse.. apa lagi bile tanye..).. takpe2.. lemme learn on my own k? ok lah im off to cameron highlands now.. cya in couple of days.. toodles~ eh jap nak tayang gambar... sgt cool pada adik aku jadi dia yg hasut aku beli model ni all in one tah mende2. food processor, bottle warmer, sterilizer, steamer. sgt compact n convenient utk di bawa traveling. tinggal kaler ni je so i had to grab this one. ada vibration bg baby sng tido. brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr beg nak letak botol susu? ntah lah. aku tak brape nak paham. aku cari yg bole sumbat breast pump skali. this is the best one i could find. okey.. sape2 nanti yg bakal jadi ibu bole la dtg lawat aku klo nak tgk brg2 ni.. wpon aku sendiri tak pegi lawat org tgk brg2 depa.. hahaha.. aku kan mmg begini.. jgn amik ati.. p/s: aku bygkan, klo gi travel n nak bawak sume brg2 ni, mmg myvi aku tu cukup2 utk brg baby je. orang pun maksimum 2 org. klo ada car seat lagi?? yikes! p/p/s: kdg2 rasa mcm bazir je beli brg byk2 tp orang nye tak sampai lagi.. i hope bile baby dah sampai nanti, semua brg2 yg aku beli ni akan dipergunakan sepenuhnya.. amin... i have loads of things to do, but u can still find me blogging at 30/11/2008 09:57:47